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Long ago even before I was born, the flowers withered and drifted away- the petals of my grandfather.
I was two, at such a naïve age, I walked into the cemetery for the first time my Dad bought a bouquet of sunflowers as I grasped it in hand, not knowing the difference between life and death, as he pushed the pram.
The sun, crawling through the gaps of the sheltered trees to kiss the tombstone on its polished pebble grey surface. simple, extravagant, slanted, there were many of them.
“Hey Daddy…what are these?” I ask through unfiltered innocence. he looked at the grave stones then back at me. With a bittersweet smile. “They’re for when the petals dissolve”
Being a naïve kid, I wasn’t the brightest. I didn’t know what he meant but I went to put the sunflowers in the jar. such simple mindedness.
Now, I no longer have to stand on my tippy toes to seem tall and I now understand why the petals dissolve but even over time, I still can’t however, obtain the real knowledge of what my grandfather was like.
Was he funny? Was he kind? Of course, I can ask my dad what he was like but it’s not the same as interacting with him myself. The bridge of life and death separates us.
The cemetery is a garden of the departed, where the sunflowers stand as silent sentinels, each petal that falls is a memory, each sunflower, a testament to a life lived. it is a library of souls, where the sunflowers are the books, and the petals are the pages,
The sunflowers still stand, silently speaking, Though time has blurred The petals may dissolve, yet memories stay, In the sunflowers’ golden glow, my grandfather’s memories are here to stay.
Hey grandpa, the sunflowers are about to bloom again.
I leap up high and bend in two till toes and fingers meet, then follow with a somersault and land back on my feet. I bounce back to a dizzy height, my hands attached to hips, then arch my spine as I prepare to do my backward flips. Both Mum and Dad are sorry now, the sorriest they’ve been for never having got around to buying a trampoline. There’s clearly been some wear and tear from all those tricks I’ve aced. The mattress on my bed is wrecked and needs to be replaced.
Two sweet rice balls bob around in my bowl White and round like pearls. I look around, our kitchen has never felt huger, Bookshelves tower over me.
Picking up my spoon, I eat my rice ball. The earthy sweetness of Black sesame coats my tongue, as it oozes out of the rice ball Like an open wound. I put my hand on my heart.
I imagine two seats empty at the family table, Where every family member gathers to eat Their New Year’s rice balls. Together, at the round table, where the rice balls will Symbolise family unity and strength.
I hear my grandmother toasting to another year, To everyone’s health and fortune, And then offering more sweet rice balls to the children. I see my baby cousin’s face attempting to eat red bean paste with a spoon, But missing his mouth completely.
I feel a warm bubbly sensation, Despite the icy snowstorm outside the window. I hear laughter worth more than diamonds, I see memories kissed with the purest gold.
Mum says we shouldn’t go back on Chinese New Year, because the weather is cold. But as I finish my last rice ball, I see no relatives, I hear no toasts.
Even though I see the harsh Australian sun Beating down on our garden.
I was five When my grandmother took me on a walk During jacaranda season. Soft lavender snow drifted across the path, Like a purple carpet.
We sat under a tree, Its branches formed a violet shelter, The musky, honey-like fragrance of the blossoms enveloped My grandma’s laughter, as I showed her How to make a kebab of jacarandas on a stick.
Then she patted my head, But her ebony black eyes serious, tender Around the edges, when she looked at me. “Be a good daughter.”
I just nodded, hoping I’d understand Someday, When I’m taller. I went back to add more flowers On my stick.
Each spring, The jacarandas return, I look to them. My grandma’s words land on my shoulder, Like the purple petals.
Each Facetime call ends the same way, Never goodbye, Just “Be a good daughter.”
Each year I thought I knew what it meant. Be obedient, be quiet, be good.
And each year, I swatted it away, Like an annoying, persistent fly. Because I thought it meant giving myself up, Giving my voice up, To be someone else.
Last spring, My mum told me she needed surgery. She asked when we should return to China, Summer holidays in December, Or April break.
The April break was warmer and shorter, I didn’t want to give up summer. I didn’t want to stay inside, Watching snowstorms rage outside the window. When I asked her, “How long will you take to recover?” “I’ll be fine, don’t worry about me.” She smiled. But I saw the dark rings under her eyes,
Her pale skin. How even the shine in her hair looked dull.
My answer pressed on the tip of my tongue, But I swallowed it. “Let’s go back in December. It’s been a long time Since I built a snowman.” I decided.
But I chose December, Because I knew she needed time to recover, Because I knew her health was important, More important than my summer.
The next morning, I nearly walked into a spider’s web, Morning dew hung from her trap, Like jewels, glistening in the sun. But that’s when I realised the small, violet bud, Peeking shyly from under a leaf.
“Be a good daughter.” I hear my grandmother say. Maybe it’s finally time to understand That it’s about choosing love, Even through sacrifice.
Not giving up your voice, But learning how to use it. Not giving up who you are, But learning to consider others.
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